YOU

i walked out of the door, walked out of ur life..
u never called me agn, never agn called me sweetpie..
i miss u more than my heart can tell, much2 more till u don wana know..
u blamed me, like i was d whole problem..
u are my whole-life problem, yet i still want u..
till now..
badly, desperately..
it was ur fault too, but i don care coz i love u..
u cast me out of ur life blatantly..
i was so confused n furious till i couldnt see..
i could see u but i couldnt look hard enough..
were u looking down upon me, coz its so rough..
i searched my heart deep down..
but nothing i have found..
im always hoping dat i could look into urs too..
see wat its like in ur lil heart till u hv guts to do..
do things dat make me lost my woo..
its hurting me n worn me off to deep blue..
im cold n i keep running back to u..
u owe me many things, answers n promises..
answer me clearly n don ever think about ur heart pieces..
u jz hv to remind urself dat u never give me any peace..
please, please, please..
let me live happily jz once, if more than 1 is too many for u..
y don u jz be frank to urself n to me..
i still feel d weird heartbeat now, like i was with u, jz u n me..
im not hoping dat u feel d same way..
coz i'll jz end up hurting myself like d old days..
like how u treated me aftr we splitted..
and now..
left me alone with my heart waiting to be fixed..