Friday, July 16, 2010

::kawan::

hari ni sy hepy!
hari ni sy jmp liyana..
kwn sy yg sy knl mse form 5 kt tgb @ clasmate :)
we had a good laugh..
i jz realize how cute she is!
untung hosni ye :)
liyana makin cute coz die seriously da kurus..
cute?cantik kot!
:)

sy rndu sme kwn2 lme yg sy x jmp!
especially TGBrians n BPians..
i wish i could meet em everyday!
i told erin once,
"i suke ade sikit kwn coz i leh spend time byk2 utk dorg..klu ramai sgt nnt takot ade yg kecik aty klu sy x pay attention to em like d others.."
n i love to keep it dat way..
sy lg comfortable dgn kwn2 yg terima sy seadanye..

bile sy nk bbual, dorg akn stop buat bnd2 laen n i can talk to em for hours, klu dorg xde wat bnd pnting..
bile sy nk peluk dorg, they'll be there for me, even sometimes most of em jz give a mutual hug :)
bile sy sedih, dorg org pertama yg hidu kesedihan sy..
bile sy gile2, dorg akn try gile2 jgk cm sy menggile..
bile sy ssh, dorg akn try to be in my shoes n listen tolong mne yg mmpu..

sy juge akn sedaye upaye utk ade n jadi cmtu utk dorg..
sy xnk mention mne2 nme..
sy takut ade org kecik aty klu sy terlupe nk mention..
sy ssh nk bkwn..
org akn kte sy sombong coz sy ssh nk snyum dgn org yg x knl..
dgn org yg x knl, sy prefer tunduk je, xpndg muke dorg..
byk org da tegur sy bkelakuan cmtuh..
bkn sy x cube, tp da snyum tp dorg yg x snyum balik..
sy cukup pantang klu cmtuh..

sy ngade2 ngn org yg sy da rapat jer..
bkn sy pilih kasih, tp sy takot dorg xleh terima nnt..
sy x suke bile de kwn lempiaskn marah kt sy coz sy pon sdaye upaye utk x marah dorg bile sy moody..
wen i become such a hideous bitch, sy akn byk bdiam..
jgn tkot nk approach sy coz sy x mkn org..
makin sy peluk de la n nangis byk2..

sy bkn seorg kwn yg cukup baik tp sy akn sdaye upaye jd kwn yg baik..
maaf klu kamu sume rse sy x mncuba..
but i really try my best..
maaf klu sy bkepit ngn adi je..
some of u cm menyampah tgk ktorg asyk bkepit je..
tp die die bkn stkt boyfriend je..
sbb die seorg kwn yg plg baik sy pnh jmp..
he is one of my closest friend..
sy boleh tmbuk2 die, main pakau, sembang2..
ktorg bleh je ber"aku kau"..
selalu je cmtuh..

oopss..sy mention die bkn nk jd seorg yg pilih bulu ye!
contoh yg boyfie bkn boyfie je..

yg penting..
sy syg kwn2 sy..
even sy tau di klgn kwn2 sy yg x brape nk syg sy.. :)
haha
sy x kesah..

yg penting..
sy appreciate kwn2 sy..
even sy de gado ngn sorg kwn sy yg sy pnh appreciate sgt..
sy xtau nk wat ape ngn die..
bcoz now is so different..
die ssh nk maafkn org even punce gado tuh dari die.. :)
sy tetap nk bek ngn die..
tp mcm mne?
haiz..
salah sy juge coz xtau nk pujuk org..

appreciate n syg kwn anda semua sblom ape2 yg buruk trjadi..
true friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it be lost..
cheers ppl!

4 comments:

Rafiqa Raihan said...

love you dear..
owez will be..
May Allah bless you ok.
Take care.
tho em not in ur list..
Dats okaY DEAR..
I still love you .. :D

ms. stalker said...

i love u too..
i'll never list ppl i called friends :)
i jz love em!

Anonymous said...

babe!!u mention my name ea..erin..heheheheheh....heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Anonymous said...

babe! miz u like hell ok..heheh
u mention my name..terharu!!.heheheheeh...heeeeeeee