awful

i couldnt describe my feeling right now, started like a week ago
certainly something more of like a state of psychic tension occuring in some forms of mental disorder
too many things cramp in my head
things vigor to be released in a very good manner
apparently,ppl are always longing for the good consequences of what they've done at their best
so do i
i hope i did my best

tawakkal
insyaAllah

in a very awful state of mind, im capable of:

1) punching someone in d face, twice, till my knuckles hurt; damn hard!
dont ever test my sanity if i was in a deep grieve, sad, anxious
u'll never know wat i can do right away, before long

2) crying before i totally asleep at night
wen i wake up, u can see how much my eyes can be very red n about to come out from its sockets

3) having mood swing like monkey never stop swinging
u can see me frantic like volcano eruptes wen d morning bursts
u can laugh along wen i giggle non-stop
n at any second u can see me having no expression at all

hafiq: hoping for d best, expect d worst.

what r u capable of wen u r in an awful state of mind?
wen u think it over n over agn, its not dat awful :)
its jz, u need to express it or hide it or pretend its never gona happen or etc.
right?
watever it is, put faith in Allah as He is the greatest n most powerful of all

toodles!