I wish it could be much easier than this..
Its juz one of my past chapters in life n it can be such a good reference in future..
Hoping but no great effort been made, is hoping in a very stupid way..
I hope n I do my part, then Allah will absolutely see dat I work hard enough, for my wish to be granted..
If things didnt work out, dont go away from the right path as I may turn out to be worse..
To be good (real good), I hv to be persistent..
To be dat persistent, I hv to accept many things, good or bad..
I hv to say "no" to many things..
I am trying..
Dont push me too hard; so i can change, from bad to good..
I am trying more than u know..
U may not see..
But I jz believe in Allah as He is the only one can see im changing..
Its not easy, not dat easy as some of u pushing me like it can be transformed in a minute..
I mean that it - dark side of me..
U can be so judgemental but it's me..
Have a good day ppl! to muslims, selamat mnjalankn ibadah puasa :)
2 comments:
mimiiiiii, i love it when u write poems, berseni lah u! i envy youuu! actually this is for previous post, yang pasal adi tu ;p
now back to this post, haha ;p it's ok honey, kalau kita berubah, it's between Allah and ourself, orang mungkin tak nampak, but just leave it, we dont change for others to see, orang2 sekeliling tu just wanna help, we just accept it with open heart and mind, tapi apa2 yang ada dalam hati ni, Allah saja yang tahu, chill ok ;) have a blessed Ramadhan babe! imy ily tcare <3
mne ade :D u lg berseni!
ngeee~~tq babe..sometimes ppl jz see our outsides..they never go deeper to see our insides.. imy too..ily too :)
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