reality is scary

haaa....im in a deep, big pool of stress!!
yes..
stress!
i have 2 tests this thursday; ECON241 and DEM127.
i have no idea wat we have been through for d past 6 weeks in ECON241 lectures..
what i mean is, we barely understand what d lecture talked about..
her greek accent is killing me!
n easy things turn out to be the hardest parts of all!
y cant her teach us the easiest way??
y make things complicated??
now i need to dig out my STAT170 notes to understand n to match all the skills & knowledge i learnt last sem with ECON241..

second major problem is...
i gain weights!!
maybe some of u think it is just a minor flaw..
to me, i lost one chance of happiness n confidence..
from 45kg, i gain 7 kilos in 6 months!
hell~~
i realy dont know how to loose this flat tyre around my belly n thighs..
this double chin n chubby cheecks..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
mcm mane ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


not to forget, happy eid mubarak, peeps..
i wana take this chance to seek forgiveness from all of u..
lead a happy healthy life people..
stay young, stay cool :D

toodles~~