seriously

I hardly BELIEVE these facts:
1) I am now 20. Yes. Number counts but I'm still young at heart :)
2) I lost my ATM card.
3) My first final exam here in OZ has just ended and I'm not that enlightened.
4) I'm not going to Melbourne this winter break and I jz dont wana go. No other reason.
5) I jz get over something :)

There you go bluffing. Sometimes nature does not have a solid point to explain to you when something happens. That something happens maybe jz for our own good in future, for it may not have a great n strong reason at present. Dont be sad. Sometimes things dont have subtle ironies for u to think so deep. Jz let it happens and let it helps you gaining confidence or be more careful next time or u might have to find other good friends to accept you, at least your weaknesses as well as accepting others', indirectly.

Dont go whining or complaining or telling all people in the universe bad stories about other people. It is simply not healthy and jz make things worse. It is jz ok if u wana pour out things that has been making u sad n worried sick, to people whom u might think he/she will give u advise n soothe u. Let us see a bit more close, if u go telling all people about others' behind their back, will it be any good? Dont u think people will alienate that person? If it is damn true that person is very bad, are u good enough to judge people that drastic? People who do bad things, doesnt mean u can label em as a bad person. Naturally, homo sapiens love to see other homo sapiens from a bad angle. WTF.

Well, come on. Dont speculate things like this world is under ur rule. Nobody likes to be speculated, especially by ones who did bad things too. Nobody is perfect, right? If u speculated wrongly about people and sadly, because of ur bad mouth, other people have alienated that person. And thing becomes even worse, that person becomes more rebellious and will not turn to any good, because of you n ur stinky mouth! Possibly, that person will think of commiting suicide or do bad things that others will not think of. Do u think alienating is good? F, no.

Seriously.

I learnt a lot since I got here; real friends, back-stabbing friends, stinky-mouth friends, etc. I need to pep up to learn more things. We have to learn bad things as well, to lead a good life.