rindu la :)

today i woke up a bit early than usual..
hidung ni tersumbat lg..sjuk sgt..selsema lg..
haiz..hate it..suddenly i miss my mum..
rndu nk brekky(means brkfst,shrtform org oz) ngn die..
we'll talk a lot during brekky..gelak2..haiz..

rndu lg..

rndu nk mnje2 ngn ayh..balik keje,ayh mst bwk ice-cream..
die akn tau bile ice-cream hbs coz pg2 die bkk fridge check..
baskin robin!!woot..woot..!pastuh jajan! (jajan tuh junk food!)
sbb bile tgk tv, i love to eat sumthn..duduk kt celah kaki ayh, tgk kotak de gmbr..

rndu lg..

my bro yg akn bwk i jln2..we'll share secrets n hv fun!
kt kopitiam ker, mamak ker, JJ tebrau ker,,kluang mall ker..
dok lepak ngn mmber,catch up things, tgk movie, bowling..
die yg akn ajr bnd2 hi-tech ni coz aku rabun IT sket..haha

rndu lg..

my ude coz she'll talk a lot about global economics cm die PM..
haha..nice, tho!sgt2 advance die tuh..cm JFK! semangat..
she's d one schooling me at home..de private tutor gitu..
haha..she loves to shopping too..bes shopping ngn die..
tp jrg coz die bz jer ngn keje..sbb tuh x kawen..
die kte, "laki yg kawen ngn aku kne 'atas' aku..xnk aku de laki yg cuci kaki jer masuk uma aku.."
haaa..itu la ayt die..scary tp btol gak tuh..pmpn de hak nk pilih..

rndu lg..

awe yg suke cari psl ngn aku..xtau pesal die suke sgt amek baju aku..
tau la baju aku sume santek..hahaha..
but klu nk citer psl gurl things,,die la pakar!
she taught me a lot,dari cm bangang psl bnd2 pmpn ni smpy la skang..
tp x pro lg..huhu

rndu lg..

my along..she gives me inspirations to become a very carrier woman..
not to brag,but she is now a manager..she is very mother-alike to me..
she gives me all d supports i need..die nmpk garang but she is a very leniant..
sgt2 lembut hati dlm semua..

rndu lg..

ank2 sedare aku..dorg yg lyn aku bile tme aq childish nk mampos..
jgn terkejot,,aku mmg suke tgk catoons,even da ulang byk kali kt disney..
aku suke men ngn dorg ptg2..
men badminton ker,,ikat2 rmbut dorg,men make-up ngn dorg..
citer2 mlm2 ngn dorg,,gelak before tido, klu dorg overnite kt uma aku..

rndu sume............

note: teringat ni pon sbb tbe2 je teringat tme brekky ngn mak..hmm..mis u guys..mmuahh..flyin kis utk dorg..

seriously

I hardly BELIEVE these facts:
1) I am now 20. Yes. Number counts but I'm still young at heart :)
2) I lost my ATM card.
3) My first final exam here in OZ has just ended and I'm not that enlightened.
4) I'm not going to Melbourne this winter break and I jz dont wana go. No other reason.
5) I jz get over something :)

There you go bluffing. Sometimes nature does not have a solid point to explain to you when something happens. That something happens maybe jz for our own good in future, for it may not have a great n strong reason at present. Dont be sad. Sometimes things dont have subtle ironies for u to think so deep. Jz let it happens and let it helps you gaining confidence or be more careful next time or u might have to find other good friends to accept you, at least your weaknesses as well as accepting others', indirectly.

Dont go whining or complaining or telling all people in the universe bad stories about other people. It is simply not healthy and jz make things worse. It is jz ok if u wana pour out things that has been making u sad n worried sick, to people whom u might think he/she will give u advise n soothe u. Let us see a bit more close, if u go telling all people about others' behind their back, will it be any good? Dont u think people will alienate that person? If it is damn true that person is very bad, are u good enough to judge people that drastic? People who do bad things, doesnt mean u can label em as a bad person. Naturally, homo sapiens love to see other homo sapiens from a bad angle. WTF.

Well, come on. Dont speculate things like this world is under ur rule. Nobody likes to be speculated, especially by ones who did bad things too. Nobody is perfect, right? If u speculated wrongly about people and sadly, because of ur bad mouth, other people have alienated that person. And thing becomes even worse, that person becomes more rebellious and will not turn to any good, because of you n ur stinky mouth! Possibly, that person will think of commiting suicide or do bad things that others will not think of. Do u think alienating is good? F, no.

Seriously.

I learnt a lot since I got here; real friends, back-stabbing friends, stinky-mouth friends, etc. I need to pep up to learn more things. We have to learn bad things as well, to lead a good life.

it happens all d time

uncertainties.

im jz doin okay but i miss my frens in malaysia. ok. i miss em,badly.
cant feel any strong bonds (even with malaysian) like i do wif my frens in malay-land.
yet.
hope to get oneS.
which is many.
need to be friendlier.
hope so.
but it is against my nature.
need to change dat bad attitude.

i col my mum every week n spend almost an hour each time. i miss her.
my dad too!
its creepy wen u starts to miss everyone.
it means u need to be stronger than ever.
seriously.
if not, u hardly survive ur life.

m a bit uncertain.
in mny things.
i really need my parents and besties wen im about to make a decision, even a simple 1.

in exams, i jz do watevs dat are logic and appear to b reasonable to me.
nothing much.

sometimes, all things jz keep revolving around me.
damn!
hate it.
it made me think too much n end up hurting my own feeling.
silly.
but its me.
who cares.

ok.enuf crapping as i need to get bak to my piled-up-books-yet-not-open hours.
lots to be done for d last 2 papers!
good luck to myself.

u too!

cheers buddy :)

wake up call

Am i dreaming?

i feel so bad..i don even think dat im stepping on d real world..whats happening?

1)poor Palestine..mny ppl hv talked bout it n i will say no more coz its all true..we hv to study hard n alwys be there to fight against who are against us (muslims), pray for d best.

2)my final exam is jz around d corner which is next week. hafiq quotes, "hope for d best and expect d worst"..i liked dat quote so much..yeah!i expect d worst coz dis is my 1st final exam in OZ land..but insyaAllah i'll work out so hard for dis coming final,which is nxt week,on thursday.

3)m trying to get my life straight n well-lived..coz m thinkin too much lately,,how i'd been a jerk..n wana b more mature n more thoughtful than ever..

so guys,,wat bout u all?so awaken?hv a nice day,buds!